Chapter 16: Name


TL: Akabane


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I have a girlfriend.


And she's a beautiful girl.


What the heck is this ......?


Is this for real?


"A lovers ......?"


What is a lovers supposed to do?


Kissing......?


No, no, no, no kissing.


We've only been dating for a day.


If I said, "Let's kiss," Shinomiya would think, "Is he after my body ......?"


No, I'm not.


I didn't go out with Shinomiya for her body.


I really like her.


I love her cheerful personality. ......


I'm not sure how long I have to wait before I can kiss her.


Do I have to wait about three months?


No, that's a long time for quicksand. ......


I've been thinking about Shinomiya for a long time.


"Nn......?"


Suddenly, Shinomiya My Honey called me.


What is it?


I answered the phone in a hurry.


||  "Hello, Sakata-kun, right?"


"Oh, ah......."


Shinomiya's voice came from the speaker of my phone.


This girl is my girlfriend.


When I think of that, I feel a warmth deep in my chest.


Even though it was already winter, beads of sweat started to form.


It's hot, my mind and body are too hot. ......


I take a deep breath and change my mind.


"Well, why did you call me ......?"


||  "Because I wanted to hear ...... your voice, Sakata-kun."


"......."


Shinomiya's line silences me.


Shinomiya is really cute today. ......


It makes me want to brag to someone, "This girl is my girlfriend!"


Well, I don't.


||  "Did I bother you ......?"


"No, not at all. I wanted to hear Shinomiya's voice too."


||  "I see."


Shinomiya's voice was trembling.


She also seemed to be nervous.


||  "Hey, Sakata-kun."


"Hm?　What is it?"


|| "We're lovers, aren't we?"


"Yes, we are."


|| "Well then, can I call you Yuji-kun.....?"


The moment Shinomiya called me "Yuji-kun", my heart skipped a beat.


What the hell is this .......


I'm so embarrassed.


But I'm so happy.


"Then, I'll call you Akari."


||  "Eh?!"


Shinomiya let out a strange voice.


She seemed surprised.


Hm?　Why is she surprised?


"Can't I call you "Akari" ......?"


||  "No!　No, it's not!　Please call me Akari!"


"Okay, Akari."


||  "Yes!"



　










[Akari's POV]



I have a boyfriend.


His name is Yuji Sakata.


He is cool, kind, and funny.


"Sakata-kun is my boyfriend? ......ehehe, ehehehe."


But what is a lovers supposed to do?


Kissing?


Kissing Sakata .......


The moment I imagine it, my face turns so red that steam comes out.


Ughhhh, I'm so embarrassed. ......


It's too soon for a kiss, isn't it.....?


We've only been dating for a day.


I looked at the clock on the table and saw that it read "22:32".


Sakata, I wonder if you are still awake?


Me, who's wanting to hear the voice of the person I loves, calls Sakata.


The room was filled with the sound of ringing.


After a while, the phone rings.


"Hello, Sakata-kun, right?"


||  "Oh, ah ......."


I heard Sakata's voice from the phone's speaker.


At the same time, I felt a tingle deep in my chest.


I knew it, Sakata's voice is so cool.


||  "Well, why did you call me ......?"


"Because I wanted to hear ...... your voice, Sakata-kun."


||  "......"


My words silenced Sakata.


The room becomes quiet because of that.


Not a single sound.


Me, who could no longer stand this silence, slowly opened my mouth.


"Did I bother you ......?"


||  "No, not at all. I wanted to hear Shinomiya's voice too."


"I see."


My face turns red at Sakata's words.


Sakata also wanted to hear my voice?


Hehehe, I'm kind of happy.


"Hey, Sakata-kun."


||  "Hm?　What is it?"


"We're lovers, aren't we?"


||  "Yes, we are."


Sakata's words unintentionally made my cheeks relax.


I see, we really are lovers.


When I think that Sakata is my boyfriend, I am filled with a sense of happiness.


Hehehe, I'm really happy.


"Well then, can I call you ...... Yuji-kun?"


I've always wanted to call him by his name "Yuji-kun".


||  "Then, I'll call you Akari."


"Eh?!"


I let out a strange voice at Sakata's reply.


No, no, no!　Sakata called me by my name!


I'm so happy, but I'm so embarrassed. ......


I was silent.


||  "Can't I call you "Akari" ......?"


I heard Sakata's anxious voice coming from the speaker of my phone.


I hurriedly opened my mouth.


"No!　No, it's not!　Please call me Akari!"


||  "Okay, Akari."


"Yes!"












-- Half an hour later...



||  "See you later."


"Yeah, see you at school."


I said and ended the call.


Then, Yuji's voice was no longer heard from the phone's speaker, and the room was filled with silence.


I lies on the bed and thinks about Yuji Sakata, my favorite person.


A month ago, I was attacked by Tojo-senpai.


If Yuji had not saved me, Tojo-senpai would have taken my innocence.


Yuji saved my life.


I can't thank him enough.


I love you.


I love you.


I love you.


I love you, Yuji.


I want to kiss you.


No, a kiss is not enough.


I want to do more than kissing.


I want to make love with my favorite boy on the bed.


But, I don't want to ask him to have sex with me.


He'll think I'm a naughty girl. ......


I don't want that.


If he said, "Let's do it," I would gladly give my body to him.


This body belongs to him.


Thinking about Yuji all the time makes my lower abdomen get hotter and hotter.


My instincts are craving for someone who loves Yuji Sakata.


Unable to stand it any longer, I takes off my T-shirt and shorts and begins to comfort myself.


"Yuji-kun ......."


I call Yuji's name in a sad voice.


Pink air flows in the room.


Suddenly, the Yuji of my fantasy says, "I love you, Akari."


The moment I hear his sweet words, I feel a jolt of electricity throughout my body.


My hips buckle and my head turns pink.


"Yuji-kun .......!!"


I wish I could do this kind of thing with Yuji in real life. ......


But it's embarrassing to ask him to "have sex with me." ......


I keep consoling myself with these thoughts.


If Yuji saw me now, would he be disappointed?


Would he hate me?


I don't want that.


I don't want him to hate me. ......


I want him to like me forever. ......


"Yuji-kun ......"



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